bye 2011!!

let's say goodbye to 2011 and hello to 2012..
2011 had been a great year for me..
i shall call it an eye-opening year..
i realise many things..
from family,friends and relationship..
the whole thing about life I've learnt in 2011..
I've become more mature and careful around people...

2012 is about to come less than hour by now..
i hope it's brings joy and happiness in my life..
perhaps a great start with the result of straight A for my SPM 2011..
2012, i hope you'll be a great year for me to remember for my whole life..
2011 had been a rough and tough year so i hope 2012 will be a great year..
i really hope so..

love,
aqilah <3
31-12-2011 (Sunday)
-last post in 2011-

untitled

after posting the previous post..

i realise it's quite harsh..

but when i think about it..

if i didn't write it..

they wouldn't know about MY FEELINGS...

well of course i didn't expect them to understand me,but dude..

i'm a human being and i have feelingS and it hurts to be ignored..

like you care if i say it to your face..

one second you care the next second you're not..

i think it's already more than 2 months we had a REAL conversation..

not just like "hey,what did the teacher just said?" or worse "hai."

i mean REAL  is like "how's life? what are you up to?"

if you read this and you think it is because of my mouth,my tongue made us this way..

i'll say this..

THINK AGAIN!! I'M NOT THE PERSON THAT ALWAYS HAVE THE CHANCE TO TALK WHEN I'M WITH YOU GUYS..EVEN IF I DO HAVE THEM NOBODY WOULD LISTEN TO ME..

I'LL JUST FOLLOW YOU AROUND WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING..

EVEN IT'S NOT OKAY WITH ME I'LL JUST SAY IT'S OKAY BECAUSE I HATE TO MAKE YOU THINK I'M NOT FIT TO BE YOUR FRIEND OR BEST FRIEND..

but now i'm fine with it..

because i learnt that my happiness is much more important than anyone else... 

now..i would like to apologise for my harsh words in the previous post..

i'm deeply sorry..but i hope you'll think again of what you've had done/said..

i did my part the last time (i delete all my post and status about our fight and we deal to get it over)..

now it's your time to do your part..

nightmare

saya tak suka awak yang bermuka-muka...
depan saya kutuk-kutuk dia..cakap dia yang puunca segala masalah..
tapi saya dapat tahu awak keluar happy-happy dengan dia..
awak ingat saya ini tunggul,bodoh,bangang,bebal ke huh?
saya tahu awak talam dua muka..
dan tak impossible jugak awak kutuk saya depan diaorang..
ape masalah awak sebenarnya?
nak cari pasal ke dengan saya?
saya nie 'gangster paling besar' taw kat sekolah..
tak takut ke kalo saya tonyoh kepala awak macam saya buat kat kawan baik awak tu?
cakap nak berbaik semula tapi sampai la nie pon tak bertegur..
nicely done my friend...

dan awak lagi sorang..
dulu beriya cerita dekat saya yang si dia nie talam dua muka tapi saya tengok awak bukan main rapat lagi dengan dia..
bila awak gaduh dengan dia awak carik saya..
lepas da baik saya seperti ditendang dan dicampak ke dalam longkang..
so this is the real you?
then i'll say "it's over between us,bitch!"
saya tak perlukan rakan yang tak geti nak appreciate rakan sendiri..
saya ingat awak akan ingat persahabatan kita..
tapi tidak mengapa...saya boleh teruskan hidup saya tanpa awak..
YOU ARE JUST A PIECE OF MEAT

kau boleh kutuk aku sepuaas-puas hati kau lepas nie BECAUSE..
i don't have any memories of you and i don't know that we're even friends...
you are just my nightmares that hunt me for this long years...
when i wake up you will be totally forgotten..
BTW...if i meet your elderly i'll greet them like nothing happened between us
i'll be honored if you give me the Grammy Award that time... :)

p/s: you are welcome to use this against me in court sweetieee...coz i didn't even wrote your name,fella..

DONE!!

A massive important examination of my life had just passed..
I hope that I will never resit for that exam..
can't take the stress I had during that exam period...
however,I still can't believe myself that i'm gonna face the real world very soon..
university life or college life...or school life AGAIN!!!
i don't want to get into Form 6..NO!!
well i hope i got flying colours to get into my desired uni... :))
UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI PETRONAS be nice k... hee :))

my life:
last month, on 28/10/2011 my sister had finally officially belongs to a guy named ZAILAN JAMAN
i hope u guys will stay together forever and have a happy marriage life..
next, on 18/11/2011,in the midst of my SPM exam,my brother got married to a beautiful lady named NUR JULIANA BUSO. i have the same wish for them to have a happy life forever after..
THE BIGGGG DAYYY!!
on 20/11/2011 , my bro and sis wedding was held grandly at a football stadium..haha :))
not actually inside the stadium but beside the stadium..JB Catering..
for those who stay in Johor Bahru will absolutely know this place...
the two brides and two grooms are soo happy that day..
they couldn't take the smile off their face..
even i'm the one who's watching them keep smiling...

thinking that my bro and sis are married..I should have someone too,right? haha
anyone wanna be mine? hahahahaha

protect the boss

susa betol la kalau da start follow cite korea nie..
x cukup kat tv tgk online pulak...
mentang-mentang x everyday main kat tv so tgok la online.. :)
cite nie best..SEBAB HERO DIA HANDSOME!! B-)
cite nie baru start jugak la..
kalo kat tv..untuk sesiapa yang ade astro byond bole la tgk kat channel ONE
even cite nie agak penuh dengan aksi-aksi tumbuk-menumbuk..
cite nie tetap 'sweet' untuk di tengok...sbb heroin dia pon ganas gak..
so..kepada sesiapa yang minat tegok cite korean..
silalah follow cite nie..
so bile aq nk bebual psl cite nie ade jgk yg fhm pe aq cite..hehe :)

Sungha Jung

he's really talented kid..
i love all his video..
just play the guitar and he made my heart melts...(sigh)

Grenade-Bruno Mars

The Lazy Song-Bruno Mars
he had a lot of good stuff in his youtube account...
but this two are my favorite..

can't wait !!

2 months left for SPM..
i really can't wait until it ends...
i really can't wait for the day i don't have to come to that school anymore...
i really can't wait for the moment i don't have to wake up early in the morning...
i really can't wait to walk out of my normal boring full of haters life..yeah!!!

new life..

maybe it's too early for me to say that i'm decided to start a new life..
but yeah..that's what i'm thinking of right now...
even i haven't finish my SPM trial nor the real SPM..I've made my decision...
for some reason  i just can't tolerate the things that happened around me anymore..
i just can't..
i really have no idea what am i suppose to do..then this come to my mind...
a change..that's all what it takes..
a change to a better life and a change to a new me..
still..i don't know when exactly i should start this new life..

this year is really an eye opening for me..
thanks to God for letting me know the true colors of my world...
thanks to God that I know the truth before it's too late...
thanks to God for allowing me live in this world...
many unexpected things happened this year..
for this nine months Ill take the things happened around me as a lesson..
you'll never know who will be the person that will stands next to you..without an unbearable test..
that's is what I believe ...

for the person who hates me and have grudge against me..
i'll walk away from your life one day..so you don't have to be worry bout seeing me again...
but when i'm gone..don't you dare to look for me..
i don't care bout what people think..
all i care is MY happiness..
salam...

17th birthday!!

thanks cik yen for the treat..
snarnye otg yg mintk sbb dye da x taw nk bg ape lagi..
mama gave me a Nikon camera..
cik leen gave me a handbag
and cik yen..a birthday cake!!!
an ice cream birthday cakes...
Baskin Robin.. it's always be my choice!!!

MANGO FLAVORED!!

raya!!!

raya this year xde la semeriah dulu tapi still bole tahan lah..
before raye as always kene lah tolong2 kat dapur ue..
tolong potong2 daging and paru tok buat sambal goreng pengantin (sedapnye!!!)
tapi lepas tu tgn tros susah nak bengkok..haha..
nmpk sangat jarang buat keje umah..haha..kantoiii....

disebabkan saye dan mak cik saya yang balik kampung paling awal tok kemas rumah ue
kami x dapat lah nak jalan2 sgt kat Melaka ue..
agk susah jugak xde kenderaan nk gerak...
terpakse la naik teksi ke Tesco Cheng ue..RM 30 inggit kene..sbb x gne meter...
pehal la teksi kat Melaka nie x gne meter..
da la kete jenis old school nye..haha...

next : first day raye
pagi2 da keco nak msak lontong la ayam xde la...
orang nk tido pun x dpt..keco kat dapur tu rse mcm keco kat dlm blik...
punye la kuat arn...grr..saba je la...
so terpakse la bgon awl2...konon nye ade semangat raya la kn..
tengok tilam rse cm nk landing je waktu ue..haha
lepas bermaafan-maafan kitaorang gerak raya rumah2 sdare yg dekat2 je dulu..
sbb akk nk kene balik jb petang ue after sampai pg ue..
sdih x?? kalo jd dye msty sdih arn..org sbok rye dye kne keje...
kita ade la pegi dalam 4 or 5 buah rumah...
yang sedih nye...banyak2 rumah ue..
dapat duet raye just SATU rumah je...
waktu dapat duet raye ue rse cm nk meraung je..nk plok2 cium2 nenek yg bg duet raye ue..haha...
malam tu ayah ajak raye ag..tapi..hahaha..
saya berjaya melepaskan diri !!!
pergi berjalan mkn aiskrim Baskin Robin bersama saudara2 ku..
punye la mlas nk bersiap g rumah sedare..baek aku mkn aiskrim je...heee

next : hari raya kedua
rse cm nothing happened...
once again..org g raye aq g bandar Melaka...haha
mmg raye kat bandar...
tp org pn bole thn ramai jgk kat sne...
dr tgh hari smpi ke mlm jln2 je...
gi Melaka River Cruise, Dataran Pahlawan, dan mcm2 lagi
memenatkan tapi best sbb melayan budak kecik yg x habes2 meleleh je air liur dye..haha

rse nye raye nie best sbb x g rye rumah sdare byk sgt kott..haha
tp nty ahad nie kene lah berhempas pulas beraye kat Singapore plak..haish..
tp memikirkan duit raya yg bakal dpat nty bersemangat pulak jadinya..hihi

awak!!!

penat gile puase thn nie...even baru 3 hari.. ;(

due ari rehat kat rumah on  the first and second day of puase rse cm x nk g skola je on the third day..haha

mmg mlas gile la arn nk grak g mndi after sahur pagi tadi..

kat skola tadi pun mcm da x de smagat nk blaja..

lbeh2 lagi waktu fzk..mmg ngantuk gile + penat...

cuace pulak x cm nk panas plak arn..naseb baek waktu balek tadi hujan..

membuatkan daku terlena sebentar...haha..ayt x leh bla...

pape pn sbnarnye post kali nie nk ckap psl MUSLIM AHMAD!!!

my new lover..haha..sdang semua tgh kecoh psl KFCM ue..aq ttp memandang pada MUSLIM..hehe :)

tapi  dye da berpunye...sdih2 :'(  rse still together kott..tp x taw la...

lagipun ade gamba girl dye jugak..nmpk ayu je..chomel je ngn muslim..

inilah wanita yg bertuah tu...sdih nye tgk dyeorg together...i pn nk join jgk..hahahahahaha

tapi..seperti biase la kan...sejak2 pemain bola nie da fofular...girl dyeorg pn kene la tempiasnye arn..

dikatekan di suatu blog bahawa FB girl dye nie da diactivate sbb dikecam hebat oleh fans muslim..

smpi ade anti-fan page...kesiannye...

kalo2 korang sdih sgt pn sbb dye ade girl..x yah la nk smpi ade anti-fan page ue...kalo korang buat bnde tu pn bknnye Muslim lagi bertmbh suke kat korang..appeeee laaaaahhhh....

one more thing..bole x korang jgn kacau hubungan personal dyeorg..biarkan jela dyeorg hidup dengan aman sentosa dlm dunia dyeorg sendiri..(emo sebab aq pn girl Muslim jgk..haha..*berangan*)

next page:

tadi kat skola Syafiqah Aqilah Abdul Rahim bole pulak bawak keratan akhbar psl KFCM dgn tunang dye..x psal2 kecoh sekelas psl bnde ue...puase pn aktif jgk bdk2 nie..aq pn termasok jgk sbnarnye.. :)

tetibe pulak ade ramai yang mengaku dyeorg lah punce mreka berdue nie putus tunang..haha

ade jugak yg nk hantar resume kat mak KF untuk jadi calon isteri.. (nie idea Atika Ayob dan Hadaina Hussein)..habes penohlah mail box rumah KF after nie..haha ;D

tapi....saya tetap suka kat MUSLIM!!!! (xde kene mengena)

waktu agama tadi x belajar..kita org spatutnye buat group perbincangan psl tokoh2 islam

tapi..seperti biase..lain plak jadinye...mmg lah group perbincangan tapi berbincang pasal KF and tunang dye..eh sala..bekas tunang dye...smpi ade yg nk mengganas..hati2 ye rkn2..

tapi pape pon..life must goes on...kalo ade jodoh ade la kan....jodoh xkan ke mana...

jiwang la plak..

btw...'suami' x dtg skola tadi..sdih..smpi cde mood nk blaja td sbb x nmpk dye..huhu ;'(

Never trust a husband too far, nor a bachelor too near.


Trust everybody, but cut the cards. 


He who does not accept and respect those who want to reject life does not truly accept and respect life itself.


I respect orders but I respect myself too and I do not obey to foolish rules made especially to humiliate me.


Treating your adversary with respect is giving him an advantage to which he is not entitled. 


Laughter scares off lust


It is better to write of laughter than of tears, for laughter is the property of man.


To jealousy, nothing is more frightful than laughter


Our sympathy is cold to the relation of distant misery.

u-kiss!!

i know it's quite late to talk bout this handsome 남자 but i still want to because this is MY BLOG.. :)
as u may know..u-kiss has 2 new members..AJ and...i dun know the other member..
but they quite cute and good looking guys..
maknae dongho is still in my heart though... :)
he's the youngest,sweetest..sexiest?? Eli is much more sexier i think..haha
soohyun is the leader now..Kibum and Xander are out...
i hope they're doing fine and happy as always...
Xander with the fox sign and Kibum with the protein stuff..haha..
they really funny...
the brand new u-kiss made a new song...
it's called 0330..
i really don't know what's that means but this is what i got from YOUTUBE;


In an interview U-Kiss explained that Dongho's gf is dead. He keeps imagining she's still there with him while other members want him to move on. When Eli confronts Dongho about it they find out he knew she was dead. And Dongho's like "okay, I can't pretend anymore. Time to move on." Then cue the happy scene on the rooftop. At the end Dongho is dead, that's why he sees his gf & is playing the piano. IDK the ending didn't make sense to me, but that's how U-KISS explained it.
i don't want dongho to die...but i hope i be his girl..hee.. :)


here's the music video;

 I'll try to help you. :) so let's go:

0:15 Dongho (maknae, main dancer)

0:28 Eli (main rapper)

0:44 Hoon (vocalist)

1:03 AJ (rapper, vocalist, and dancer)

1:26 Soohyun (leader, great vocalist)

2:30 2:18 Kevin (lead vocalist)

1:50 Kiseop (lead dancer)

hope it helps :)

THE HAPPIEST DAY !!!

at last dapat jugak makan sushi with fellow friends...
rancang punye rancang tapi x pegi2 jugak...
sebenarnye kali nie yang nak g sushi x dirancang pon...
just ckap2 kosong then tetibe jadi pulak...
memandangkan kelas tambahan Ibn Sina yang disertai ramai tu x ade...
so rancangan kita makin menjadi-jadi la jawab nye...
'kita' disini membawa maksud nur aqilah dan hadaina hussein..
kirenye kita lah 'The Mastermind' nye..hahaha


list yang hadir memeriahkan suasana:
1. nur hadaina hussein (mastermind)
2. nur aqilah abd rahaman
3. syafiqah aqilah abd rahim
4. atika ayob
5. atiyah athirah
6. qistina mohd helmi
7. nisa ali hasan


thanks untuk korang yang sudi join plan kitaorang yang seberapa nak perfect nie...
untuk Atika Ayob..anda sangat rugi kerana tidak cuba makan sushi..


PICTURES!!!

big bang!!

what is right..

quote

A table,

A chair,

A bowl of fruits 

and a violin;

What else does a man need to be happy?

new

latest favourite song:

let's learn!!

             "A friend in need is a friend indeed". You have probably heard this saying countless times. In today's progressive society, most of us tend to take our friends for granted. A good friend nowadays is few and far between as they are hard to come by. if you are really ponder over this, you will realize that friends are indispensable people. They impact your life in such a way that they mould you as a person. In order to have good friends, you have to be one first.

             A good friend is someone who will stand by you through thick or thin,rough it out with you and be a pillar of support when you are down. When your friend happens to be going through a rough patch in life you should be there to lend him a shoulder to cry on. A handful of people are not genuine when it comes to friendship. When everything is looking up and good they are there,sticking to you like a leech,sucking as much as they can out of you. But at the first sign of trouble, they vanish into thin air, running away as fact as their feet take them. You should never be like that because it will come back to get you in the end. As the saying goes, 

             Respect is always a key of factor in building relationships. Friends who do not respect each other tend to fall out eventually. on the other hand,friends who have mutual respect for one another form bonds that last. how would you feel if a friend barges into your house all the time, making use of your belongings without asking permission and prying into your personal life? "Do to others what you want others to do to you". Therefore respect your friends' space and do not take advantage of them.

             Besides that, good friends are honest with each other. If you do not agree with something your friend says or wants to do, tell your friends that you are uncomfortable with it. You do not have to go about it in a brutal way where you will end up hurting his or her feelings but tell your friend nicely. That way, no one will be offended. You do not have to feel obligation  to please your friends as you may be afraid to loose their friendship.And if your friends,in turn,do not want to be your friends with you after all you tell them how you feel,then they are immature and are not worth being friends with.

             Furthermore,you should also be generous in helping your friends. Always be ready to offer advice or help them in one way or another. Being kind and patient will make you more like-able person which will benefit you in the end. And someday,when you yourself are stuck in a rut, your friends will be there to lend you a helping hand. go the extra mile for your friends because even a little things you do will be greatly appreciated.

             In a nutshell,friends are some or the most important people you have in your life. You can always count on them for anything. I cannot even begin to comprehend  or fathom living in a world without friends to laugh you,to support you or even to cry with you. So treasure your friends and be a good friend to them because you may even end up being friends with them till the day you die.

credits: BFF
P/S: read this while thinking of what you have done to yourself and your friends

       

budak baru buat hal

kaw tu da la budak baru yg datang tanpa diundang..
sekarang kaw nak buat hal plak ar kat sni..
kaw tau x sebab kaw kite sume da x baik da...
sebab kw kite sume hampir berpecah...
sebab mulut longkang kw tu busuk sgt mcm sampah yang da berulat...
kalo muka je lawa perangai mengalahkan binatang nak buat pe...
suare kaw tu kalo sape2 denga sekalipun akan benci kw la weyh..
kaw je yg x prasan...bebual ngn org sblh mcm bebual ngn org yg jao 10 batu...
org sume kalo bole nak jaoh dari kw...tp disbbkn perangai kw yg ske mengedik dan menyemak org x bole nk lari...
kalo stakat pndi nk bergaye tp x de plajaran buat pe...
org skrg pndg education je la...
so kalo kaw bce bnde nie..
aq harap kaw bole berubah dan jadi sopan skit..
jgn nk terbawak bawak budaya kw dari tmpt dlu...
kita kat sni laen culture..hormat lah skit..
bebual jgn nk syok sndri..org laen denga bole pekak telinga...pe kejadah nak bebual kuat2 and ktawe cm ponti mengilai...grrr

sibu island resort

i just came back from sibu island resort...best wooo...haha

i think this is the first time i went to a private island..

tempat sangat lawa...service 5 star..food reaallllyyy niceee.....hehe..(i'm a food lover,so what?)

many activities..archery..canoeing..flying fox...flying fish...banana boat...campfire

but i just tried archery and flying fish..hihi...even all the land activities is F.O.C i just can help myself from swimming in the sea and at the swimming pool..heeee

balek rumah denga muka yang sangat2 hitam dan merah..mcm mne tu ?haha

one more thing 'bout this resort is they let all the animals jalan2 kat lua..mcm2 ade...merak..kambing..rusa..tapi yang pastinya jinak la kn...kalo x jinak abes sume guest da kena gigit...

gamba..senang cakap gamba sume da hilang...terformat camera so hilang sume gamba..best x?

bak kate my aunt..penat2 je posing amik gamba tapi x dpt nk tunjukkan kat family...hahaha...

so..i just amik picture from the internet to let you guys know how the resort is...seriously..it is really nice place to relax your mind along with your family...

the type of room that i stayed in...syiiioookkk

the deers that roams freely..

beach 1...beach 2 and 3 i don't know..hihi

the swimming pool that seducing me..hikhik

the night scenery of the main building...

kalau ade sesiapa nak pergi tempat ini..sudi2 lah telefon saya ye..ajak saya sekali..hihi

why?

why you always compare yourself to her?
your're differ from her..way too differ..
but yeah i like her more that i like you ..that's the truth...i can't lie about it...
i still can't get the reason why you behaving like;
"why she tegur you,you can just smile and when i tegur you,you just buat x tahu je.."
well..let me tell you why...
she's nicer that you...she always advice me as a form of joke so i can take it into my head.. 
she's 'sama kepala' with me...and always listen to my explanation...
while you...
always talk to me like you want to 'carik pasal' with me...advising me like you will throw a vase at my face...
talk with a very annoying tone..and you won't listen to my excuse...
PUAS?!?!?!

i hope you can change your behaviour...
and compare the way she tegur me and yours...
tapi mmg mcm xde makne lah kan nak tukar...
you just want people to follow your orders without any questions...
macam lah diri tu betul sangat...sedar2 lah diri tu yer,,,,


P/S: DISEBABKAN ANDA SELALU BEBEL...SAYA SUDAH TIDAK MENGADU DEKAT ANDA TENTANG APA2 PERKARA SEKALIPUN SAYA BERASA SANGAT SAKIT HATI ATAU SAKIT KEPALA...ATAUPUN ADA PERKARA BERLAKU PADA SAYA DI SEKOLAH

more than words

Love is precious honey....

so don't just take it as granted...

she or he will be by your side just for a while when you don't appreciate them...

they will be gone if you don't take enough care of them....

remember..love is more than words..

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words 

hmm...

status : unknown (janda? balu?)

mood : stress,moody,uncomfortable,guilty?

perlu ke aq rse bersalah kat kw?after semua bnde kw da wat kat aq...

asal aq still ade prasaan cm aq stil syg kw? perlu ke?

tolong lah...aq nk buang kw jao2....aq akn pulangkn sume brang kw...

tolong lah lpas kn aq....

i'm back !

it's been a while i didn't post anything here...
i really doesn't have time to write..
loads of thing happened to me this month...
so many heartache, headache...

feelings for this month (i think): 
i've hurt you?sorry then..but do u ever care about my feeling?do u ever think how would i feel?
what? just because ur much much older than i am i only need to think about u better than i think about myself? in that case i would not have any feelings then..why can't u just try to understands me even for a minute?  i always under stress but u never know..u just want good results from me but u never want to help me...you seem like u don't even care..i'm hurt..very badly inside..its just hurt so much until i can't say a word to anyone..thanks for making me feels like i'm just a piece of trash that live in this beautiful world...

another feeling :
i think this world never be fair..having troubles in school..troubles at home..
wherever i go there's troubles..i think i should just forget about my feeling and be a hypocrite to let others happy..even i hurt very badly inside..i have to ignore it..i have to do it to let others happy...I HAVE TO BE A HYPOCRITE!

LATEST FEELING :
WHY IT MUST BE NOW? RIGHT ON OUR FORTH MONTH BEING TOGETHER? i got a proof that u cheating on me...thanks dude!! frankly speaking...i'm waiting for it...i'm waiting for the time that we will break apart...you said i've changed..so do you..buy you never realize that..u said it's my fault in every problem we had...but i don't think so...u r the one who never cares about me whenever i need u..u r busy with ur DOTA!!!! games is much more important to u than me...you always compares me with ur ex..if ur ex is so great then why broke up with her?trying to make me jealous? i can never get to see that man..i'm sorry =D..BECAUSE I NEVER LOVE YOU TRUTHFULLY!! i'm trying my very best to love you..but every time i do so..u just didn't get it...SEBAB KAU TU SENGAL..BODOH...GAMPANG!!! I'M NOT EASY TO LOSE MOHD FAZLEE ABDULLAH!!


P/S: KPD SESIAPE YG KENAL MAMAT NIE CKP KAT DIA...BELI CERMIN YANG PALING BESAR  KAT DUNIA NIE..

hols........boring......

boring..boring...boring...
tk de bnde laen yang bole dilakukan kecuali online...
boring gile...monday da start skola...
waaaa~~~~tk nk skola...tk nk amik SPM...
tp nk duit byk....hehehehe =)
duit itu penting tp bukan segalanya ye....
sbnarnye x de pape pon nak ckp kat blog nie...
hmmm....tu je la kot...hehe..bye...

lalalalala

so damn hell boring...
i really don't know what to do today..
had a blast last night..going out like no one cares...yeah!!
met him and some friends...
it is a first time i'm going out until night in form 5..hihi
right now i haven't eat anything since i woke up..
can someone cook for me?
i'm so tired just to think what to eat right now...
really love to eat sushi right now....warggghhhh!!!

alone...

sekarang tgh duduk sesorang kat umah..
akak pegi spore..mama gi holiday ngn kwn2 dia...and i'm all alone...
all i can do right now is to update my blog and facebook-ing...
smbil denga suare mendayu Bruno Mars...
best nye kalo dpt dia nyanyi kan lagu special for me...heeee (menggatal)
lebih2 lagi time2 tgh boring cam nie..hihi
nkk taw x...td kn...skola taw...then kn...dapat result taw....hahahaha
bru dpt due sbjk..both bole thn lh..x brape nk bgos..
asal lh cpt sgt ckgu tnde paper ue...stress daku...
esk nk klua..tp...xde plan pape lgsung....nk suro akk anta mesti dye x nk nye..
never mind..just wait..aq dpat lesen nanti..hmmm....
satu JB aq round...smpi pelosok mne pn aq g...hahahahha

p/s: LOVE BRUNO MARS !!!

exams over dude!!!

exams finally over...
the exams only for three days but i felt like it's three years..
so tired that i have to read books every night...
finally tonight i can online!!!!!
i don't know how i will face SPM ... it's one whole months..
i think i would not get to sleep then..


tahap kesusahan paper exam:
Bahasa Melayu : susah
English : bole lah
Mathematics : bole lah(ada careless mistake;blambak)
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS : SUSAH GILE NAK MATI
physics : susah
chemistry : salts senang, chapter 9 tak phm..so bole thn susah
biology : susah gile
pend.islam : susah(tak hafal surah)
sejarah : bole thn susah...cikgu ckp sape x dpt 90+ kne rotan..takut!!!

exams!!!

GREAT!!! aku x blaja lagi...
pekse lusa..and aku x blaja ape2 langsung...
so if my result teruk nak mati x hairan lah kan...
seriously aku x de mood langsung nak duduk hadap buku sekarang nie..
macam2 bende jadi...hmmm

mood: stress,pening,ngantuk,penat....

news!!

MY SISTER BAKAL DIPINANG ORANG!!HAHAHAHA :DDD

really can't believe that sh'e gonna get married..she's only 22 and that guy is 24..

still young right?? but we can't stop the person who wants to get married....

hmm..then I'll be the only one left in this home as my brother and sister gotta live in S'pore...

then I'll be the victim of doing all the house chores...haishhh....

even right now it's already be me...

EXAM!!!!

haven't read any books yet..cooool rite?

really have no moods to study with stressful feelings...

i think i'm so stressed until even i watch romantic drama i fell like i wanna cry so hard (bkn drama sedih!!)

feeling so damn tired..so damn sleepy..so damn hurts...

right now i can only hope that my hand will reach any books and read them...

yeah!

learnt something new from hadaina hussein...
DOTA : Dunia Orang Tanpa Awek..hahaha
i think it is really true..a guy can't live without games...
dota is a real addict...for example..BALI..really doesn't care about ANYTHING when he's playing dota..
being his partner is really a misery..hope he realise that..
p/s : feeling really down for everything...

Bruno Mars !!!

woof..

YEAH!!! hehehe..I didn't go to school today..woohoo....because...
my right eyes got swollen really bad until it can't fold like it always do...
went to the doctor and paid RM 40..before makan ape2 ubat lagi mata da kurang bengkak..haha
mama cakap mata kau memang suke tengok mama keluarkan duit je..hahahaha...
i think my eyes ske tgk duit lah sbb tu lpas tgk mama bayar dktr terus je baik...hehehe
tapi pape pun my eye this swollen sikit lah...
currently duduk kat rumah x buat pape...
nk buat homework tapi..hmmm...faham2 je la ye readers...

trying

school life: OMG!!! homework blambak gile...cikgu bagi homework tk agak2..especially for BM...
tk siap lagi yang before nie da bg yang lain..kesimpulannya..makin banyak homework makin malas lah aku nk buat...hahahahha
sejak2 slalu je rse pnat even tk buat pape...da lah rse penat pening lagi...mmg mcm nk pecah lah kpala...
this year is the final year in school...SPM...hmmm..really not ready for that...
currently thinking on how I should study...pikir je tapi x buat pun...hahaha
bila time cuti..of coz lah tido lagi penting dr homework..hahaha(sori cikgu!)

TIPS TO AVOID BEING PUNISH BY NOT FINISHING HOMEWORK:

1. Say to your teacher that you were too busy to resolve the global warming problem

2. Your Cat is heartbroken for giving her kittens to her boyfriend and u need to chill her down..

3. Someone come to your house and borrowed ur stationaries and never return it back..

4. BLACKOUT!!

5. You were allergic to papers

6. You always FACE the BOOK and forget about anything else

7. Your cat ate your homeworks.. and then that cat died so u have to do a funeral

8.My other neighbourhood caught on fire and you helped.. but end up on the hospital

9.My hand is shaking when i hold a pen or pencil

10.I'm too lazy to think the answers

credits:copycatmemory.blogspot.com

(sori tk mintak izin..hehe:))

love life: rse cm kte da x rapat lagi...everytime i call him he will said"nanti b call balek..b tgh maen game lah"
GAME? if games is much more important than me why do you need me for? is it just to cover your wound after being left...now i kinda know why she left you...grrrr...
rase mcm nak buat spying lh kat dye...tp siapa je yang boleh harap nk spy dye...kwn2 dye sume same je..mestilah nk back up dye nanti..hmmm...

health : mate saket!!!bengkak sblh kanan...mama ckp kne gigit dgn lipas...hello...kat bilik I x de lipas ok!!
dear right eye..tolong lh cepat baik...

bye bloggers!!

missing the old him

we know each other because of my friend..
she gave my number to him...
 he was so sweet and know how to make me melts.. :)
24 November is the day...
7 days after that...we're officially couples


but after two months...
i start to feel something changing...
his attitude...his sweetness...it's already half gone..
where does it goes?
why it doesn't remains the same?
why does it change?
is his love towards me still the same?


how should i confirm that....???

how should i know about his real feeling towards me?

can someone tell me?

please...i need to know the truth before it's too late..