i'm back !

it's been a while i didn't post anything here...
i really doesn't have time to write..
loads of thing happened to me this month...
so many heartache, headache...

feelings for this month (i think): 
i've hurt you?sorry then..but do u ever care about my feeling?do u ever think how would i feel?
what? just because ur much much older than i am i only need to think about u better than i think about myself? in that case i would not have any feelings then..why can't u just try to understands me even for a minute?  i always under stress but u never know..u just want good results from me but u never want to help me...you seem like u don't even care..i'm hurt..very badly inside..its just hurt so much until i can't say a word to anyone..thanks for making me feels like i'm just a piece of trash that live in this beautiful world...

another feeling :
i think this world never be fair..having troubles in school..troubles at home..
wherever i go there's troubles..i think i should just forget about my feeling and be a hypocrite to let others happy..even i hurt very badly inside..i have to ignore it..i have to do it to let others happy...I HAVE TO BE A HYPOCRITE!

LATEST FEELING :
WHY IT MUST BE NOW? RIGHT ON OUR FORTH MONTH BEING TOGETHER? i got a proof that u cheating on me...thanks dude!! frankly speaking...i'm waiting for it...i'm waiting for the time that we will break apart...you said i've changed..so do you..buy you never realize that..u said it's my fault in every problem we had...but i don't think so...u r the one who never cares about me whenever i need u..u r busy with ur DOTA!!!! games is much more important to u than me...you always compares me with ur ex..if ur ex is so great then why broke up with her?trying to make me jealous? i can never get to see that man..i'm sorry =D..BECAUSE I NEVER LOVE YOU TRUTHFULLY!! i'm trying my very best to love you..but every time i do so..u just didn't get it...SEBAB KAU TU SENGAL..BODOH...GAMPANG!!! I'M NOT EASY TO LOSE MOHD FAZLEE ABDULLAH!!


P/S: KPD SESIAPE YG KENAL MAMAT NIE CKP KAT DIA...BELI CERMIN YANG PALING BESAR  KAT DUNIA NIE..

hols........boring......

boring..boring...boring...
tk de bnde laen yang bole dilakukan kecuali online...
boring gile...monday da start skola...
waaaa~~~~tk nk skola...tk nk amik SPM...
tp nk duit byk....hehehehe =)
duit itu penting tp bukan segalanya ye....
sbnarnye x de pape pon nak ckp kat blog nie...
hmmm....tu je la kot...hehe..bye...

lalalalala

so damn hell boring...
i really don't know what to do today..
had a blast last night..going out like no one cares...yeah!!
met him and some friends...
it is a first time i'm going out until night in form 5..hihi
right now i haven't eat anything since i woke up..
can someone cook for me?
i'm so tired just to think what to eat right now...
really love to eat sushi right now....warggghhhh!!!

alone...

sekarang tgh duduk sesorang kat umah..
akak pegi spore..mama gi holiday ngn kwn2 dia...and i'm all alone...
all i can do right now is to update my blog and facebook-ing...
smbil denga suare mendayu Bruno Mars...
best nye kalo dpt dia nyanyi kan lagu special for me...heeee (menggatal)
lebih2 lagi time2 tgh boring cam nie..hihi
nkk taw x...td kn...skola taw...then kn...dapat result taw....hahahaha
bru dpt due sbjk..both bole thn lh..x brape nk bgos..
asal lh cpt sgt ckgu tnde paper ue...stress daku...
esk nk klua..tp...xde plan pape lgsung....nk suro akk anta mesti dye x nk nye..
never mind..just wait..aq dpat lesen nanti..hmmm....
satu JB aq round...smpi pelosok mne pn aq g...hahahahha

p/s: LOVE BRUNO MARS !!!

exams over dude!!!

exams finally over...
the exams only for three days but i felt like it's three years..
so tired that i have to read books every night...
finally tonight i can online!!!!!
i don't know how i will face SPM ... it's one whole months..
i think i would not get to sleep then..


tahap kesusahan paper exam:
Bahasa Melayu : susah
English : bole lah
Mathematics : bole lah(ada careless mistake;blambak)
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS : SUSAH GILE NAK MATI
physics : susah
chemistry : salts senang, chapter 9 tak phm..so bole thn susah
biology : susah gile
pend.islam : susah(tak hafal surah)
sejarah : bole thn susah...cikgu ckp sape x dpt 90+ kne rotan..takut!!!

exams!!!

GREAT!!! aku x blaja lagi...
pekse lusa..and aku x blaja ape2 langsung...
so if my result teruk nak mati x hairan lah kan...
seriously aku x de mood langsung nak duduk hadap buku sekarang nie..
macam2 bende jadi...hmmm

mood: stress,pening,ngantuk,penat....

news!!

MY SISTER BAKAL DIPINANG ORANG!!HAHAHAHA :DDD

really can't believe that sh'e gonna get married..she's only 22 and that guy is 24..

still young right?? but we can't stop the person who wants to get married....

hmm..then I'll be the only one left in this home as my brother and sister gotta live in S'pore...

then I'll be the victim of doing all the house chores...haishhh....

even right now it's already be me...

EXAM!!!!

haven't read any books yet..cooool rite?

really have no moods to study with stressful feelings...

i think i'm so stressed until even i watch romantic drama i fell like i wanna cry so hard (bkn drama sedih!!)

feeling so damn tired..so damn sleepy..so damn hurts...

right now i can only hope that my hand will reach any books and read them...

yeah!

learnt something new from hadaina hussein...
DOTA : Dunia Orang Tanpa Awek..hahaha
i think it is really true..a guy can't live without games...
dota is a real addict...for example..BALI..really doesn't care about ANYTHING when he's playing dota..
being his partner is really a misery..hope he realise that..
p/s : feeling really down for everything...

Bruno Mars !!!

woof..

YEAH!!! hehehe..I didn't go to school today..woohoo....because...
my right eyes got swollen really bad until it can't fold like it always do...
went to the doctor and paid RM 40..before makan ape2 ubat lagi mata da kurang bengkak..haha
mama cakap mata kau memang suke tengok mama keluarkan duit je..hahahaha...
i think my eyes ske tgk duit lah sbb tu lpas tgk mama bayar dktr terus je baik...hehehe
tapi pape pun my eye this swollen sikit lah...
currently duduk kat rumah x buat pape...
nk buat homework tapi..hmmm...faham2 je la ye readers...