Friday, November 30, 2012

Woot Woot

Tadi pergi hantar Fazreena kat Terminal Makmur..
Dia naik bas pukul 1.15 pagi..
Disebabkan mama cakap ajaklah at least sorang lelaki untuk jaga kami semua memandangkan kami gerak ke Kuantan pukul 12.00 malam...
Fazreena pon dengan muka tak geti malu ajak la abe..
Guna phone aku pulak tuu..hehe
Rasa pelik jugak tetiba je abe cakap "Okay"..
First time keluar ngan dia after program 3 on 3 hari tu...
Disebabkan peristiwa silam sebelum nie..teruk jugak aku kena bahan sepanjang kiteorang keluar tu...
haishhh...
kesian pulak kat abe sebab dia tu da la orang yang pemalu..HAHA
pemalu la sangat!!!!
pape pon..I had a great time..
thanks to Nurul Fitri sebab berbual ngan abe sepanjang perjalanan balik tuhhh..
kalau mung dop bebual ngan abe aku rasa dia tersenguk-senguk bawak kete tuu..

LOVE YOU ALL!! <3

Saturday, November 24, 2012

for the first time

Are those your eyes
Is that your smile
I've been looking at you forever
yet I never saw you before
Are these your hands holding mine
Now I wonder how I could have been so blind
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time I'm seeing who you are
I can't believe how much I see 
when you're looking back at me
now I understand what love is, love is 
for the first time


Can this be real
Can this be true
Am I the person I was this morning 
and are you the same you 
It's all so strange
How can it be
All along this love was right in front of me
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time I'm seeing who you are
I can't believe how much I see 
when you're looking back at me
now I understand what love is, love is 
for the first time

Such a long time ago I had given up 
on finding this emotion ever again
But you're here with me now
Yes I found you somehow 
and I've never been so sure 
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes 
For the first time I'm seeing who you are
Can't believe how much I see
when you're looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is 
for the first time
For the first time


- Rod Stewart

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

apakah?

Jumpa awak hari nie..
At first rasa sangat happy sebab tengok awak join Warisan Pujangga tu and awak lah yang paling bersemangat time dikir tu..
Somehow entah kenapa tetiba je rasa yang saya dah tak nak kacau hidup awak lagi dah..
Mungkin saya takut awak akan sakitkan hati saya kott..
Tapi bak kata kawan saya, kalau tak cuba kita tak akan tahu sesuatu perkara itu..
Lagipun benda yang menyakitkan hanya akan mematangkan lagi diri kita..
Bukan saya nak mintak awak sakiti saya..saya harap benda tu tak akan berlaku..
Cuma saya rasa takut..takut sangat..
Saya dah janji dengan kawan saya yang saya tak akan menangis sebab awak lagi :)

P/S : dah sebulan :)

Sunday, November 18, 2012

life is not suppose to be fair

There are so many things that I want to say out loud..
I want to share them..
unfortunately when I am looking at all of my friends..
I just can't utter the words that have been in my mind for centuries..
maybe because of that I've become a little bit passive these few days..
but I will never put the blame on them..
I will look forward and enjoy my life..
most importantly.. I will do my best in everything I do!
Go Qilah Go!!!

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

heartless

Those words is the words that I kept hearing for the last few weeks..
Somehow I wish I am heartless..
If I do..I wouldn't feel the way I am right now..
Well..many things happened to me for the last few months..
I just don't have much time to write about them 'cause I was so busy with my studies...
All I can say right now is that.. I'm glad it happened..
For MF.. I'm glad you made that choice..