heartbroken

Just finished taking my Calculus test..

it was horrible..too many careless mistakes..

my friends was like "Oh, I got that answer too!" "The answer for question 1 is -1, right?"

and I was like, "What are you guys talking about? I have no memory of that question!"

Why can't I be like them? Why I'm always the one who are left behind??

Maybe I just didn't work hard enough to compete with them..

One is very good in numbers..one is very good in studying..and me??

I only know how to have fun!

Somebody please guide me!!

Previous semester was a horror to me..I don't want this semester to be the same too..

I wish I could cry my heart out about this...

I want to call my families..

but I can't..

I want to call my friends..

but I can't...

I can only write it here :')