Okayy

Just want to say that my blog has been discovered by my uni's friends.

It's not actually a bad thing but...hmmm..

maybe after this no more lovey dovey post I guess..HAHA

tunggu je la kalau ada benda yang menyakitkan hati yang teramat baru la blog ini di-update-kan..

*peace*

The Hard Truth

tak kisahla macam mana baik pon seseorang tu..
pasti akan ada kebenaran yang dia sembunyikan..
mungkin bukan niat untuk memburukkan sesuatu keadaan..
tapi mungkin untuk melindungi orang yang tersayang..
saya hargai apa yang apa awak dah buat untuk lindungi saya..
tapi selepas saya tahu pasal benda tu..
saya rasa agak bodoh sebab selama nie depan awak saya selalu cakap pasal benda tu..
dan mungkin disebabkan awak tahu saya memang serious, awak tak sanggup nak bagi tahu..
bak kata orang, walau macam mana pun kita cuba sembunyikan,kebenaran pasti akan muncul juga...
deep down in my heart, saya rasa agak bersyukur jugak dapat tahu sekarang..
tak ada lah saya akan terus hanyut dalam mimpi sendiri..
terima kasih sebab tanya dia soalan macam tu..
Love you Dear.

Woot Woot

Tadi pergi hantar Fazreena kat Terminal Makmur..
Dia naik bas pukul 1.15 pagi..
Disebabkan mama cakap ajaklah at least sorang lelaki untuk jaga kami semua memandangkan kami gerak ke Kuantan pukul 12.00 malam...
Fazreena pon dengan muka tak geti malu ajak la abe..
Guna phone aku pulak tuu..hehe
Rasa pelik jugak tetiba je abe cakap "Okay"..
First time keluar ngan dia after program 3 on 3 hari tu...
Disebabkan peristiwa silam sebelum nie..teruk jugak aku kena bahan sepanjang kiteorang keluar tu...
haishhh...
kesian pulak kat abe sebab dia tu da la orang yang pemalu..HAHA
pemalu la sangat!!!!
pape pon..I had a great time..
thanks to Nurul Fitri sebab berbual ngan abe sepanjang perjalanan balik tuhhh..
kalau mung dop bebual ngan abe aku rasa dia tersenguk-senguk bawak kete tuu..

LOVE YOU ALL!! <3

for the first time

Are those your eyes
Is that your smile
I've been looking at you forever
yet I never saw you before
Are these your hands holding mine
Now I wonder how I could have been so blind
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time I'm seeing who you are
I can't believe how much I see 
when you're looking back at me
now I understand what love is, love is 
for the first time

Can this be real
Can this be true
Am I the person I was this morning 
and are you the same you 
It's all so strange
How can it be
All along this love was right in front of me
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time I'm seeing who you are
I can't believe how much I see 
when you're looking back at me
now I understand what love is, love is 
for the first time

Such a long time ago I had given up 
on finding this emotion ever again
But you're here with me now
Yes I found you somehow 
and I've never been so sure 
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes 
For the first time I'm seeing who you are
Can't believe how much I see
when you're looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is 
for the first time
For the first time

- Rod Stewart

apakah?

Jumpa awak hari nie..

At first rasa sangat happy sebab tengok awak join Warisan Pujangga tu and awak lah yang paling bersemangat time dikir tu..

Somehow entah kenapa tetiba je rasa yang saya dah tak nak kacau hidup awak lagi dah..

Mungkin saya takut awak akan sakitkan hati saya kott..

Tapi bak kata kawan saya, kalau tak cuba kita tak akan tahu sesuatu perkara itu..

Lagipun benda yang menyakitkan hanya akan mematangkan lagi diri kita..

Bukan saya nak mintak awak sakiti saya..saya harap benda tu tak akan berlaku..

Cuma saya rasa takut..takut sangat..

Saya dah janji dengan kawan saya yang saya tak akan menangis sebab awak lagi :)

P/S : dah sebulan :)

life is not suppose to be fair

There are so many things that I want to say out loud..

I want to share them..

unfortunately when I am looking at all of my friends..

I just can't utter the words that have been in my mind for centuries..

maybe because of that I've become a little bit passive these few days..

but I will never put the blame on them..

I will look forward and enjoy my life..

most importantly.. I will do my best in everything I do!

Go Qilah Go!!!

heartless

Those words is the words that I kept hearing for the last few weeks..

Somehow I wish I am heartless..

If I do..I wouldn't feel the way I am right now..

Well..many things happened to me for the last few months..

I just don't have much time to write about them 'cause I was so busy with my studies...

All I can say right now is that.. I'm glad it happened..

For MF.. I'm glad you made that choice.. 

the past

Ntah kenapa sekarang ni tiba-tiba je teringatkan masa lampau..
Buat hati rasa sakit,happy,sedih and malu pun ade jugak..
Tapi apa-apa pun yang berlaku pada masa lalu adalah benda yang telah membentuk diriku pada hari ini..
Thank you :)

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first official day

hari ini dengan officialnya saya telah menjalani Semester 1 di UMP
ade la jugak perasaan gembira and nervous nak jumpa para lecturer and classmates once again
but in this semester, kami, K05 akan bergabung K06 except on Friday if i'm not mistaken
so that's how my life right now :)

btw..MINDS '12 was awesome!!!!!
akak-akak dan abang-abang senior sangat lah best and..
saya dan rakan-rakan seperjuangan sempat la mencuci mata :D
how I wish I have the montage video of that event...
video tu memang gempak gila..graphic design dieorang the best!!

selamat hari raya :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS!!
hari raya sebenarnya merupakan hari kemenangan bagi umat Islam selepas sebulan berpuasa pada bulan Ramadhan..so kepada sesiapa yang selalu ponteng puasa tanpa sebab yang munasabah jangan pulak nak beraya sakan mengalahkan orang yang berpuasa cukup sebulan yee... :D

seperti biasa,everytime raya saya akan pulang ke kampung halaman di Kampung Pegoh, Alor Gajah, Melaka..inilah satu-satunya kampung yang saya ada sebab grandparents sebelah ayah dah tak ada..
raya this year ok je la..tak happening macam time kecik2 dulu..mostly sebab sekarang ni da tak ada supplier mercun :) AND collection dapat sikit je di atas alasan saya da besa..padahal da besa la perlukan banyak duit..budak kecik tak bole pegang duit banyak-banyak tau~~

this year gamba x banyak sangat sebab terlupa nak bawak stand and da malas nak heret camera yang besa tu pergi raya sebab Along bawak camera baru dia :) gamba whole family  pon tak ada dalam camera...tengah tunggu Along upload gamba tu kat FB..memang berzaman la nak tunggu..HAHA!
kakak pulak beraya dengan keluarga belah mertua dia..tu pasal dalam gamba dia tak ada...

time raya kat Singapore baru dia join sekali :)

August 4,2012

tarikh yang sudah tertulis di atas merupakan tarikh hari lahir Nuur Fazreena..

she's one of my classmates..

even kita orang baru dua bulan kenal but I feel kita semua da macam bertahun-tahun da kenal :D

so, nak dijadikan cerita sekarang ni kita orang buat PARTY TEPUNG untuk sambut birthday dia tepat pukul 12.00 malam on August 3..

memang happening gila la that time..da la buat kat depan cafe..

even 2 packet tepung je kita orang guna tapi rase macam seguni sebab tempat depan cafe tu memang bersepah gila..

yang kurang bestnya,bila da happening macam gitu ade akak-akak naqibah datang suruh kita sume balek :(

kita orang sume baru ingat nak lepak sampai pagi-pagi buta..haha

tapi before kite semua blah kita ade jugak la bersihkan tempat kejadiaan tu..

MENGAPAKAH?

SEBAB KAMI SEMUA BUDAK BAIK!! :D (tiada kaitan langsung)

 kami :D

faz dengan akak-akak naqibah :)

coretan di UMP :)

last Thursday after kelas soft skills habes..Hakim Kb, who is one of my classmates suggest yang dia nak amik gamba kelas ramai2 secara informal..
and because of that kami sekelas berpesta mengambil gambar..
da macam last day of semester da kita semua amik gamba ramai-ramai..
padahal final exam pon belom lagi..
but to be truth,it is one of my finest memory since I've been in section K05..
here's some of the pictures that I would really love to share..

 The K05 :)

 Miss Fatihah Ghazali and I

my crazy but lovely friends :D

lalala~

tadi pukul 10.00 malam,aku ngan puteri dengan selambanya pergi sewa kereta semata-mata nak pergi Teluk Cempedak..dapat kereta manual pulak tu..
da la gate tutup pukul 12 tapi kiteorang balik lagi 10 minit pukul 1 pagi..memang best la kann :D
niat di hati nak tenangkan fikiran and in the same time nak hirup udara segar..
sebab sepanjang hari tadi memang duduk terperap je dalam bilik..
actually there are real reasons why we did this..
but I prefer not to talk about it..
sepanjang ada dalam kereta tu memang kita ketawa je sebab masing-masing bawak kereta macam orang gila :D
but most importantly we had lots of fun..
harap-harap dapat lagi pergi teluk cempedak and have fun kat sana but not for the same reasons as we did tonight..

scene paling x bole lupa: -masok asrama lalu lubang pagar
                                     - drive konon-konon macam nak drift :D

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak :)

this year for the first time, saya akan berpuasa di tempat lain selain dari rumah sendiri dan kampung di Melaka..
saya akan menyambut puasa di Universiti Malaysia Pahang (mixed feelings)..
untungla kepada sesiapa yang balik untuk sambut puasa pertama dengan family..
pape pon saya nak ucapkan selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan..
banyakkanlah amal ibadah dan kurangkanlah maksiat yeee...
kepada gentlemen sila penuhkan puasa anda pada tahun ini :D
semoga segala amal ibadah kita diterima Allah swt..insyaallah..

awak :)

awak cakap awak gerak pagi..
tapi petang tadi saya pegi kompleks sukan terjumpa pulak awak :)
awak baru nak gerak kot time tu..
tapi pape pon saya sebenarnya happy jugak dapat tengok awk face to face..
tapi..yelah..saya nie bukannya confident sgt nak tengok muka orang and senyum..
tadi kawan saya cakap saya senyum pelik gile kott.. :D
anyway..good luck and all the best untuk MASUM tu..
harap awak menang macam awak main taekwando dulu.. :)

*kawan saya cakap..biasenya orang2 athletics mcm awak nie playboy..tapi saya just nak berkawan je ngan awk..tapi terpulang jugak la kat awk kalau awak nak jadi kwn saya :)*

doubt :(

we met each other not so long ago..
my first impression of you was ' what a polite, shy and pure person! :)'
you speak with a soft and low voice..
you're total opposite of me..
whatever you do it's just the opposite of what I'll do..
lately..bit by bit the feelings changed
you are not what I thought you are..
you are so far from what I thought..
I hope what I imagine in the future would never happened..
I hope you know what are you doing right now,friend :)

a little hello

Just a simple word..
But it's so hard for me to say it to you..
I hope I have the guts to say that when we meet..
Yes..I'm talkative when I'm chatting with you..
But..it's a 180° change if we meet in person..
I think I might run away when i see you one day..or even I'll pretend that I didn't see you.. :(

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after awhile

after so long not posting any new post on this blog..

finally i'm posting something.. :)

actually there's nothing i want to talk about..

since i'm already start writing..i'm gonna share you stories of my life in uni for the last 2 weeks

i'm updating this blog from my home in JB..NOT JUSTIN BIEBER BUT JOHOR BAHRU ok..

the first 2 days is the orientation day..to be truth,the actual orientation (Minggu Induksi Siswa a.k.a MINDS) would be on September after the degree students came in..

so this 2-day orientation is actually just as a help for us to get used with the uni's surrounding..

the unforgettable moment during that moments is when we need to do some refreshment..

we have to dance!! it's havoc!! i'm totally enjoying myself that day :D

next..meet my roomates!!

1 room= 4 persons

yang paling sempoi and yang paling gile2 = putri fatin najwa (putry)

yang datang dari jauh and suke sangat bergayut = samsiar shamsuddin (sam)

yang paling sopan and sangat lemah lembut = siti masyitoh (chiitah)

yang paling selamba and suke mainkan perasaan orang = nur aqilah (qila) = me :)

from the front : chiitah..putry

me and sam

f.r.i.e.n.d.s

I cried tonight..

Thinking 'bout my friends that maybe i will not see them again..

Semua sambung blaja kat tempat laen-laen..ntah dapat jumpa lagi ke tak..ntah dapat jumpa awak lagi ke tak..ntah saya masih bernyawa lagi ke tak..tetibe je terpikir macam tu..

Sempat tak saya nak mintak maaf pada sape yg saya pena buat sala dulu??sempat tak saya dimaafkan??

Semua bende bermain kat dlm kepala sekarang nie..

Saya percaya setiap pertemuaan pasti ada perpisahan.. :'(

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universiti malaysia pahang (UMP)

aku dapat offer masuk uni nie..
dapat course chemical engineering (loji proses)
ade sesiape tahu ape sebenarnya keje tu?
aku maen apply je sebab nak kan chemical engineering punya pasal..
before nie ade jugak apply kat UTP..
tapi disebabkan x ada rezeki tok gi sana, my application is in KIV..
dia suro check 12 hb tapi skrg nie da 14 hb da and my application still KIV lagi..
so..as my mum and my brother said..i'm gonna take this offer..
kalau ade sesiape yang baca blog nie and blaja kat UMP sila-sila la perkenalkan diri eh..
sebab aku rasa aku sorang je antara kawan-kawan aku tercampak kat pahang nie..
actually takut jugak nak melangkah ke alam universiti nie..
takut je x ley nak adapt dengan kehidupan kat sana..
bukanlah aku nie anak manja ke apa just takut homesick punya pasal..
tapi x pernah cakap bende nie ngan mama takot dia nangis plak nanti..haha :)

love

I bought this baby socks for my cat..but she refuse to wear it..she bit me instead..she so cute..love her so damn much!!

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Grand Lexis Port Dickson

20/04/2012 until 22/04/2012
kami sekeluarga telah pergi ke Port Dickson untuk menenangkan fikiran yang telah bercelaru..:)
yang uniknya pasal hotel GRAND LEXIS nie sebenarnya each and one of the room has it's own swimming pool..actually that's the main reason..
kite sume satu family jenis pemalu nak mandi kat swimming pool luar,even though hotel nie memang provide swimming pool outdoor..
formerly this hotel was known as The Legend International Water Homes..
tak tahu la pulak kenapa dia tuka nama..
sebelah hotel grand lexis ialah hotel lexis..
the differents are : -grand lexis is a 5-star hotel while lexis is 4-star hotel
                            -grand lexis has swimming pool inside each room while lexis doesn't (ini point yang penting)
breakfast kat hotel nie bole tahan sedap jugak..tapi time kite makan dinner sume hancus..tawar hebeh..
naseb baek time tu dpat makan dinner free for 2 persons..xde la rugi sgt..tp dessert dia sedap..layan dessert je la kan mlm tu...bile balek bilik makan rendang ayam yang mama bawak..haha :D
akitiviti kat sini bole tahan murah and best la jugak..
nothing much actually..kite orang just main segway, bicycles and KMX..
for segway RM 10 each person for 2 rounds , bicycles RM 10 each person for 1 hour and KMX RM 20 each person for 1 hour..
ade jugak aktiviti laen tapi kite just try bende-bende nie je,,
kalau ade peluang lagi for sure kita sume akan datang lagi dengan lagi ramai orang..haha

 our family :)

 bawah tu laut tapi nampak keroh sebab tengah surut

 2 king beds

 kitchen and toilet

 the swimming pool

 outdoor swimming pool

my cousin on segway

my aunt on KMX

hangout

18/04/2012 is the date..
me,hadaina,raihan and seorang hero tersesat yang bernama syed afiq telah keluar bersama ke CS..
CS je..xde tmpt laen ke nak pegi huh?!
da tu je tempat yang senang nak pegi.. (alasan tak munasabah)
kiteorang sbnrnye plan just nak tgok wyg ke cite "Battleship"
memang gempak gile la cite tu..hero dia handsome gils babs..
bile part yang kelaka aku rase sure kite je kot yang ketawa kuat gile..haha
memang dalam wayang tu kite punya.. :D
after wayang kite orang pegi makan sushi kat sushi king..
makan 4 orang tapi just total dalam 25 ringgit je..
first time seyh makan ramai-ramai under 30 ringgit..
the real reason kite makan sikit je sebab kite sume da x sabar nak berkaraoke kat Neway..
maklumlah time tu ade dpt diskaun..
kene pulak kat orang yang kaki karok..xkan la nak lepaskan peluang kann......
that day mmg hepy gile walaupun hadaina kena balik cepat and mic aku asik kene conquer ngan raihan je aku tetap puas sebab aku da lame gile x karok ngan members!!! :D:D

suare syed afiq,raihan and hadaina sume bole tahan..suare aku je malu-malu nak klua..haishh..

sunny day

majlis perkahwinan kakak kepada kembar saya.. :)

actually bnde nie pon da lama jgak da lepas..

31/03/2012 tarikh keramat untuk mereka..

majlis nie diadakan di dewan jubli perak kat UDA nie je..

kiteorang just datang tunjuk muke tapi sebenarnya saya sendiri tak tahu nama kakak dia sape..hehe..sori beb

on that day jugak for the first time mama kasi permission untuk saya drive kete together with my friends..HAHA :)

ecah,aimi and nina pon naik kete gak tapi x sure spe yg bwak..

after kite sume nak balik i got a call..

her: qila..wait for me ar..i'm coming to the wedding.

me: u said earlier u cannot come..ok ok..i'll wait for you..

jeng jeng jeng..siapakah gerangan wanita itu???haha

yang call tu Ampigah Sivan atau nama manje dia Ampi..

peramah gile orang nya..

after wedding tu saya hanta ampi balik and utik,saya dan syafiqah pergi ke tutti frutti kat UDA..

just take away je sebab kene balik awal.. :(

 here's the pictures!!

 me and ampi

 from left : ampi,nana (my twin), syafiqah,utik

in the car :) sori utik aku tercover muke kau..hehe

tanjung leman 2012

sebenarnya kita satu family pergi tanjung leman waktu awal tahun nie tapi di sebabkan perasaaan malas dah menyelubungi diri saya x upload any pictures on facebook or ckp psl trip tu kat blog..
so now baru la nk upload..setelah berzaman lamanya..haha
tanjung leman yg kita satu family pegi ni sbnrnye Felda Residence Tanjung Leman..
first time i saw this place when my aunts and i nk pergi pulau sibu dulu tu..
then kite pon plan la nk g tmpt tu bile..
dengan rasminya pada 25/01/2012 kita sekeluarga pon pergilah tempat tu..
tempat nie best tok spe yg nk relax ngan family or tenangkan fikiran sebab tempat nie dekat ngan laut..
time kiteorg pergi tengah musim tengkujuh so tak dpt la nk buat aktiviti laut..sdih2..
TAPI saya dan sedara saya banyak habeskan mase kat swimming pool sampai hitam kulit bagi meng'redeem' aktiviti laut tuh..hee :)
felda residence ni sbnrnya ade byk kat malaysia..
here's the link about the felda residence in tanjung leman..
http://www.feldatravel.com.my/

and here's some pictures of the hotel and us spending the time together..

pictures are all taken by me and my cousin.. <3

JPJ test

Dengan bangganya,saya, Nur Aqilah Abdul Rahaman ingin menyatakan bahawasanya saya telah lulus ujian JPJ !! wooohooo =)
the truth is saya sebenarnya dah amik test nie dua kali..first time tuh dua-dua bahagian fail..
then this second time, dengan berkat Allah, saya lulus dua-dua bahagian without any problemo..
bukit pon just buat sekali je..Alhamdulillah..

before amik test for the 2nd time, seriously rase nervous gile macam nak jawab paper SPM pulak..
hidung sampai berdarah-darah sebab nervous sangat before bawak kete on the road..
smpai pegawai JPJ yang in-charge tu tanye "nombor 18 tu da ok belom?" haha..malu gile bile dia tanye cam tu depan ramai orang..
tapi pape pon setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya...sekarang ni tengah tunggu lesen P and then kete mama memang hilang je la sentiasa..haha :)

thanks kepada cikgu Eton sebab selalu marah saya :)

wedding vid

the last post is the video of solemnization ceremony of my brother..

and now the video of 'persandingan' of my brother and my sister..

again..i just want to share this happy and wonderful moments of my life with all...

Venue : JB Catering , Stadium Larkin, Johor

Date : 20/11/2011

Time : 2.30 p.m until 4.00 p.m

Brides and grooms : - Gold - Nur Atikah (sister) & Zailan

                            - Silver - Fahmi (brother)& Juliana

watch here !!

with love

I love my brother

I love my sister-in-law

I love my family

and I love my Filipino family too..

this is the video of solemnization ceremony which was held on  18 Nov 2011 at Blk 736 Yishun st. 72 Singapore [ saje bagi alamat penoh sbb x taw ape nk tulis :) ]

I just want to share this happy moments with all..

for them :

I wish you guys a happy marriage life..

semoga cepat dapat anak..

along..as a husband..guide her to the right path..

kak ju..as a wife..be faithful to him with lots of love...

don't fight fight arrr...

 LOVE YOU <3

K fever

I just want to share to anyone who really loves to watch Korean drama/movie/variety shows..
here's some links to watch them online for free without downloading..
all the videos are Eng subbed.. :)

www.mysoju.com

www.dramacrazy.net

engsub.tumblr.com

allkoreanentertainment.blogspot.com

ithetimes.wordpress.com

i will update to you guys if I've found any of new link that can be shared :))

hello baby

hello baby season 5 with MBLAQ :)

3 kids : Leo , Lauren and Dayoung

LEO- prince from France :)

my appa is Thunder appa <3

Lauren - princess from Canada :)

my appa is Seungho appa <3

Dayoung - Ice princess from Vietnam :)

my appa is G.O appa <3

unfortunately for Lee Joon and Mir,they have to fight to get this children attention..